Darn it! Does this really mean that I’m not over him?
May 19, 2011 by darn
Filed under Darn Meaning
Whenever I am embarrased, or make a mistake I whisper my former crush’s name. Why is that and how can I stop? It comes(I blurt it out) without warning!
btw he’s no longer in my life and I had a three yr crush on him and got over him early winter of 09
I don’t want attention because nobody can hear me and it’s usually when I’m alone.
I no longer have feelings for him but still attracted to him.
Is that the only answer? That I’m not over him? What else can it be?
I am extremely self aware of my thoughts and feelings no matter how shallow or deep they are. I don’t think about him at all. I just blurt out his name without warning.
What do you mean if I have to ask I’m not over him?
Come on give me sensible answers!

If you have to ask, you’re not over him.
Oh life of a girl is so fun, enjoy these strange moments. It’s okay to like a guy for his looks and to crush on him…for years..
I’ve crushed a a few guys for like 20 years can still blush when I speak their names or see them. Its called attraction.